54th to 58th day..

54th - Forgotten what happened.. but I do remembered that I was busy at work!

55th - Forgotten again..

56th - Went to pick up my rented car at lunch time with Yinling. Then drove Yinling for lunch at 453 market. Had my favourite bak ku teh! Then bought bubble tea & drove back to office. 5PM, office gathering.. had a 30mins boring conference by our CEO. Left office at 6.30pm... What surprised me is, when I get in my car & wanted to drive out of my building carpark, there were lots of cars.. I waited for 10mins to drive out.. siao man..

I supposed to drive to Tiong bahru from ECP to AYE, out from Delta exit.. but I drove to ECP Changi Airport.. haha.. Having drive here & there, I finally reached the carpark opposite my campus. It was 7.45pm.. Was told by my classmates that my lecturer just came 5mins before me. Haha.. that was bad!

Lessons ended at 9pm sharp. I drove back home.. Waited for hubby to get online for quite sometime... Was told by hubby that they arrived Dubai since early morning. But hubby didnt go out as he has lots of things to do.. I slept at 12.40am. Before going to sleep, I played with my doggy. About 1.05am, I heard mummy shouted "What are you doing?!" I sensed something fishy.. thus I walked out of my room to check things out. Mummy told me that the peeping tom came again. She saw his head peeped out of the wall of my door.. Mummy opened the door & took a broom to look for that peeping tom. That professional peeping tom ran away quietly. Mummy was so angry.. haha

I then went back to bed.. but I cant sleep well.. Kept thinking about this peeping tom that had peeped at me for more than 7yrs.. he comes & goes as he likes.. The policemen were all useless junk.. no use reporting.. haha

57th - Supposed to have a flea market at Geylang park but due to the rain, it has been postponed to next Sunday. About 2pm, I left home to Clementi.. Went to pick Min up for Steamboat at bugis. Min's sis & her bf also joined us.. Min wanted to buy contact lense therefore I drove them to Clementi Central to buy. It was less than 5mins walk from her house actually...

After she bought the lenses, I drove them to Bugis. While driving, they were very noisy.. Talking loudly.. I cant concentrate on driving & I was already very pissed off as Min & her sis said something that really hurts. Min said "Only stupid women learn driving" & her sis said "I'm so scare taking your ride" What nonsense... Someone who have not guts or cannot strive to success is always jealous of whatever other has. That's what hubby says, 吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸. Anyway I don't care.. Peh told me I should have let them alight at Expressway since they said that.. haha

Slept at 5am as I am watching drama shows. Hubby chatted with me for quite sometime. He logoff at 1.05am singapore time which is 9.05pm Dubai time. Hubby actually told me to sleep when he logoff.. but I continued to watch my dramas.. keke..

58th - Woke up at 12pm.. Hubby did not call me or gone online till 1.30pm. He used his Junior's mobile to call me. And claimed that his is charging his mobile in his cabin & he is very busy since morning thus did not have time to call. Hubby then called me again at 7.33pm using Ah Tann's mobile. He was so agitated by the workload & my tone of talking to him. He said that he can sense that I doubted him, thinking that he went out instead.. Haiz...

48th to 53rd day..

48th - It was my father in-law's 100 day death anniversary. I took my last annual leave as I promised hubby that I will go visit his father at the temple on behalf of hubby.

Met Deon @ the main road infront of my house. He drove me to buy stuff for this occasion. We had our lunch together before going. I bought lots of paper $ of different sizes & value.. One of them is even bigger than a A4 size paper.. haha.. Not forgetting food, I bought his favourite Pork leg & teh too. It was raining at the time we arrived the temple. Looking at my father in-law's photo, I felt like crying.. I remembered how he used to call me "Ah Bee".. Cos my family & Kor Kor always call me Baby. I can feel my father in-law smiling at me :) He missed us alot..

Left temple to AMK to collect my rented car. It's costly.. closed to $70 per day..a modified Black Honda Jazz with super low exhast pipe. Piece of advice from me, pls do not rent a car. If you got into accident, you will be dead meat, $3k excess fees. That's why I prefer to buy car.. haha Anyway I drove Deon for 1 round before he left for home. Really appreciate his accompany.. Thanks Deon!

After Deon left, I drove to Chai Chee to meet KS Kor.. Went all the way from CTE to PIE.. It was raining heavily.. there's alot of cars on the road. I am rather brave.. driving alone to expressways during peak hours with my few weeks old licence! Haha... Arrived Technopark at about 5.45pm I think.. drove kor back to Hougang Mall for dinner. Having difficulties parking as it's my 1st time parking the vehicle after I have passed my licence. But I still made it!

49th - I was on MC... Daddy suggested to go Ubi to view & test cars..So I drove daddy to Ubi Nissan & Mitsubishi. Daddy really like Nissan Latio Sedan.. But I was totally attracted by Nissan Latio Sports! The white baby is really attractive! With absolutely high spoiler, this white baby looks more attractive! (Actually previously I dislike Hatchback cars.. but after I saw this Latio sports Impul kit, my opinon changed)

Drove daddy home after our car viewing.. Then drove to Siglap to meet Henry Kor... We went to Marine Parade for lunch. I told kor that my parking skill was bad.. He suggested to go East Coast Park to learn parking.. haha.. Having teaching & teaching for sometime, the sky went dark.. We changed venue to Kallang Mac.. Jasmine called.. She ask where am I & wanted to look for me. She came after 15mins with Glenn. Glenn drove his father's BMW.. He asked if he can play with my car.. haha.. I agree lah.. While looking at Glenn playing with my car, I told Jas that I am meeting Peng for a drink later. I drove Kor home then went to meet Peng at Raffles Place with Jas & Glenn.

We went to the punggol for a drink.. (I drank lime juice only hor) I'm those type of "Drink don't drive" person! Sent peng home from Punggol.. Lost my way when I was going home from Sembawang.. haha.. I drove to Ochid country club, seletar don't know where & drove round & round the stupid Yishun! Haha.. At that moment, I really found that Yishun is such a damn BIG place.. I seldom get lost.. but but but... Anyway I found my way back later on.. so tired..

50th - Went to view & test drive suzuki swift but with KS kor. Drove him back after our dinner at Hougang Mall for his favourite makan place, "Ajisan"... Drove kor home & went to Eunice's house to see my god son.. So cute! But didnt managed to carry him cos he is sleeping. A picture of my god son:

Peng smsed me, asking if i wana meet her & Ah Siao (Eric) at Serangoon Gardens for a drink. I agreed & met them at Shell station near Serangoon gardens @ about 11.45pm. We went to Liquid kitchen for drinks & food. As usual, Peng & me play with each other like mad monkeys.. keke

51th - Sunday, went to Nissan car show room with daddy. It was raining heavily. After that I went to Tampines Central to meet Jes & Jas. We settled down at Cartel for dinner. Cat joined us for awhile too. After a long chat, I drove the 3 gals back home. 1st to Jes place, 2nd to Cat's place at Simei, then last to Jas's place at somewhere near Siglap. I was too tired & drove to PIE Changi Airport instead.. lol... Felt so angry at the moment as I hate the getting lost feeling.. haha.. I then drove to Seletar, Orchid country club & rounds & rounds of Yishun... before I get home.. lol.. This is so crazy.. Finally reached home safety but at 12.15am..

52nd - Reached office late again. Left office at 3.20pm for Raffles hospital appointment. Then went to drove daddy to Nissan for car booking.

53rd - Drove to work.. after work I drove the car to return.

43th to 47th day..

43th - Woke up at 10.30am.. was late for appointment as I'm meeting Min at bugis 11am! I slept at 4am the previous night thus I'm really tired!


I dropped by my office before meeting Min. Then went to bugis junction.. We bought lots of cheese bread! We are so crazy about cheese. We then went to Sim Lim as we wanted to do some namecards for our business. I bought a cable for my printer as previously I have thrown it away.. It cost me $22 for the stupid cable. The printers were closed as it was a Public Holiday therefore we left for lunch at Sim Lim's foodcourt before going back home for some serious work.


We started doing work since 1pm (I supposed.. as we left Sim Lim @12.30pm). I taught Min on how to use the inventory system for my website. She is getting on really quick.


She left my home @ about 7 plus.. I showed her to the ATM then she took cab home. I bought dinner home.. While eating dinner, I wanted to on my laptop. The adapter don't seems to work as there was lights on it. I kept plug & unplug the adapter again & again. Peh told me not to do that as he says I might get electric shocked.. but I didn't listen to him.. haha..


A loud boom & some sparkles was seen.. all the plugs that are linked to this wall socket went blacked out. (Tat includes my TV & my desktop!!)

44th - I think I was at home?

45th - Don't remember what is going on...

46th - Don't remember what is going on...

47th - Don't remember what is going on...

41th & 42nd day..

41th day - Busy with work the whole day.. Was pissed off with some colleagues for disturbing & asking me stupid questions when I'm busy. Quite moody at the noon time. Left office to Orchard as I'm meeting KS kor there. Bought a Gucci bag that cost $1450 as I really love the bag. It's the latest arrival for the Winter season 2007. Below there's a picture of how it looks like. The handle of my bag is slight different but same design. Anyway I pay cash for this bag from my own pocket ok! haha... :P


Bad things happened when mummy came home, she told me that she helped me to send a parcel that I placed on the floor as she thought that I have forgotten to post it. I blasted at her althought I don't meant it as the parcel was for a Malay customer who claimed that she had made payment to my bank account but I did not receive any funds. I even replied her email to ask which bank account she sent but she did not reply me. Sorry to say that but I'm a racist.. I hate Malays! And I hate liars more! I wouldn't be so angry if she tells me that she have no $ to pay as I can cancel her order. But damn her.. she lied to me & wanted to cheat the way out of me. I'll be real mad when someone lied to me!! Damn liars! Bear this in mind, if you want to be friend with me, don't lie! I will not forgive & forget liars!

Hubby called me when my anger was at the peak. I told him what happened. He kept telling me to cool down.. He also understand that I'm not angry with my mummy. I'm only angry becaused of liars & malay cheater. While I'm talking to hubby, he suddenly take away the phone & talk with a gal with a nice sweet tone. It's that bitch. RIBENA! Damn it! She is someone who's mother is a typical AH LIAN that scolded vulgars onboard on the day of their deployment. She is someone that touches my hubby infront of me & talks to my hubby sweetly treating me transparent! Fucking bitch.. Don't let me see you again. I will give you hell out of me!

I yelled at hubby as I blamed him for talking to her in a sweet tone! She is disturbing us & yet, she gets nothing from hubby. Hubby should yell at her as he knows that I damn fucking hate her. She is fat & ugly.. a potato to me.. i think she is only aged between 17 to 19. I'm so mad!

42th - Not as busy as passed few days. Went lunch with Yinling & told her about me feeling guilty of buy lots of things. She comfort me by saying this "out of 10 gals our there, 9 guys buy branded. And they usually buy as & when they like". She says that I seldom shop for things so its still alright. I told Yinling that few months back I just bought a coach bag.. omg.. I think I bought in on August? Only 2 months... opps... But the coach bag is those open concept, which means that it doesnt comes with a zip or button to secure the bag. It gaves me no sense of security thus I bought this Gucci bag.

Umm.. Same theory applys to all.. If something out there gives me no sense of security, I will abandon it & will find a better one to replace it or simply live my life without it so that I won't get the insecurity feeling. That's life... That's me... :)

38th to 40th day...

38th - Unlucky monday I would say. Broke a small glass bottle of lightening serum that cost $110 in my bed room. While cleaning up the oily floor, a cute xiao qiang ran pass me & went under my bed. When the glass bottle felt, I was totally stunned. Staring at it for about 2mins.. Maybe I'm too tired.

Left home at 8.35am to bus stop. Saw that bald headed pervert waiting for me at the bus stop. This time I'm very brave. I was on the phone with Min & pointed at him while talking to Min about this pervert guy. I stand behind him so I can see what is he doing. He kept turning back to look at me. Of course, I showed him that I'm not scare of him. He kept looking at me. When I looked fiercely at him, he turns his head away... I think he is scare of me.. keke.. In order not to board the same bus & let him follow me again, I took a cab instead. Damn man... made me pay $ for cab fares. Chatted with hubby while I'm in the cab. Then noticed that I do not have much cash in my wallet. The Transcab taxi driver of SHB7571S overheard my conversation with my hubby. I told him that I don't have enough cash & asked him if I could alight at the nearest ATM but he refused. He actually told me that he will take the $14... He even off the meter when it is above $14... So touched! He drove me to my course venue then I alighted.

This 2 days Law course is conducted @SNEF.. Wasn't feeling well thus I left at lunch time & went for facial & massage @Orchard. After that I went to AMK Post office to collect my driving license as previously no one opened the door for the post man (It's a registered article).

When I was home, I continued to watch my why why love drama when I'm home. Cry until eyes swollen.. lol.. it's so touching! Slept at 1.30am at my parents room as I'm still scare of that xiao qiang.

39th - 2nd & last day of this boring course. After the course, I met Norna @Wisma. Bought a Gucci Sunglass that cost $484. I need a sunglass for reducing the glare from the Sun when I'm driving...Went to Crystal Jade for dinner before going home. Mummy & Daddy still overseas.. I'm so ke lian... all by myself..

40th - Went back to office late.. Was busy the whole day. Don't really remembered what I did.. Only remembered I went to AMK Hub to collect my Citibank Credit Card.

37th day...

Isn' a nice day as I slept at 5am last night. Was waiting for his call or msn till that time. Woke up at 12pm as I don't want to miss his call or msn again. FLO called me to inform me that they are at Dubai since 3rd Oct. I was told that they went for shore leave since they 靠岸 on 3rd Oct. I dislike the feeling of others telling what is going on instead of hubby himself.

These few days he hasn't been call or going online much. And hubby did not tell me that others went for shore leave or they have already reached Dubai. I really hate this feeling. It's like someone you love lied to you again. This might be the reason why he didnt call or go online. I didn't want to doubt him... but things really show what is going on. I told him before that if he wants to go for shore leave, at least make known to me. He agreed verbally... I didn't dare to trust 100% on what he said as I'm leaving spaces for the lies to come in. So that I won't be heartbroken...

Is it necessary to lie if he goes for shore leave? The answer is NO. But hubby is always afraid that I'll leave him when he does something that I dislikes or he breaks the promise. Isn't that even worst to break a promise? If you can't do it, don't make any promises. I don't mind you going for shore leave but please at least make known to me. I don't want anything to happen to you & be the last to know it. Wedding is around the corner. If you cannot preserve like what I did, I have nothing to say.

Been waiting for his call or msn since I woke up... Till now, he didn't seems to appear. It's 5.45pm which means that it's 12.45pm over his side. He should be out for fun now.. forgetting someone is waiting beside the comp & phone always. I still remembered him saying will try to accompany me more these days as my parents went overseas. Maybe I am dreaming..

7.45pm he logged in... I asked him to call me instead cos I need to talk to him via the phone. He is clever enough to check my blog before calling me. My purpose of supporting him for this trip is to let him have a brighter future. He told me before he went off.. he said his aim is to earn & save $ for our wedding. This deployment will actually lead us into 2 ways. One is happily ever after, another is find each other unsuitable thus choose not to be together. He denied everything which made me come to a conclusion to leave a distance as for now...

My heart shattered... My tears kept rolling down my face. I didn't had any food for the whole day as I am waiting for him. I hate ppl lying to me... I'll never forget... All because of the waiting, I killed my dog... My baby... accompanied me thru out all the good & bad. The dog that is always there for me... I felt bad.. So up sad.. At least baby accompanied me.. he who is my husband has no time for me.. he don't even remember if tomorrow I'm going to work or go for course. This really hurts... Bye my husband.. Chose what is good for you, continue your journey & have a safe return..

35th & 36th day..

35th - Friday.. Same routine, went to work then went for lessons.. After lessons ended, I went home to wait for hubby. Hubby did not go online nor call me as he was busy... I waited till 3am... Really tired so went to sleep..

36th - Got disturbed by those drilling noises outside my window. Woke up at 8.35am staring at the wall. Then went back to sleep as I was too tired.. 1.45pm hubby called. I was still sleeping at that time. Hubby asked me to continue my sleep & hanged up but I woke up instead.. as I have lots of work waiting for me. I targeted to complete all my accounts, packing the inventory etc in 2days. Which means that I have to spend 2days at home to get things done. I'm so stressed with work, my business & wedding dinner preparations. But I kept telling myself that I still have time to prepare for our wedding.. just have to complete my business accounting in order for me to relax. Miss those days playing Kingdom hearts 2! I have somehow completed 1/4 of my accounts.. but still more to go.. I guess I might be able to finish it by tomorrow 12am. Haha... "When there's a will, there's a way" I believe in this..

It's 12.58am now.. Just received a private number diverted from hubby's mobile. A man said hello.. when I replied hello, he talked to a woman saying "it's a woman" then he hanged up. I know who she is... Someone that always got herself in trouble. "无事不登三宝殿" Before July 10 this year, things wasn't like this... she's actually 消失在人间. Now then she needs somethings, she approaches.. Have been tolerating such nonsense sinced hubby's deployment. But at least I faced it myself.. if hubby is here, he sure will be vexed & heartbroken, thinking what to do to deal with these problems & we sure gonna quarrel about such cases. Hubby sure is heart broken to see the real faces of everyone. It is really scary & unbelievable when you see human's 真面目. But nevertheless we got to accept the facts of life. Just live on without it & carry on our happy life. No matter what, being firm & say NO is a good way to stop all these 不属之客. Just pray that all these prank calls will stop.